is there anyone over there yet?

the whole point of maintaining a blog is to have something to say. almost 50 days after the last entry, here i am, on the road again. always explaining the real reason of my lack of responsability with this blog duty, but also always thinking in why i keep doing this. i have a blog since 1999, when it was cool to talk about yourself. i was young enough to believe in this. today, i think the enviroment to spit your guts and share your ideas is a privilege, and i should treat it as such.

of course i have much to say.

of course many extraordinary things are happening in my life.

of course they are only my business.

to have a blog is to have a problem. you should share your life, but you should keep it to yourself too. such as a personal journal, a blog is where your everyday life should have room. but is my life that interesting? painting walls, tearing them down, parking lots, night clubs, moving, spliting up with friends, making new ones... that's not the very material of one's life? why should mine be more interesting, deserving to have room in your day, deserving to be read?

because it's mine.

now i'll find a way to keep this as a personal journal. maybe, the only person i need to entertain with this is myself. if i accomplish that task, i;ll be enoughly sattisfied.