isn't it the worse feeling in the world to feel sad when everybody else was happy?

what should we do when we only can think in one thing? when your mind is only set to the one thing you don't have, and the one thing you can't get? we all have problems, we all have our own issues... i'm here, dealing with financial problems, visa requirements, moving troubles... but all that seems vain facing the sadness that overcomes my day.

australia isn't the solution.

the good thing is, that australia isn't the problem as well.

wherever i go, i'll stil be me. and that's the worse.